Kamis, 24 Juni 2010

Broaden Mind

Hi :)
Yesterday i was exhausted from my pilates classes.
I got home, changed clothes and was relaxing, drinking a glass of peach tea. Hmmm...

I wrote something, well, emotional on my twitter.
I forgot what it was.
A good friend texted me and asked about that stuff i wrote.
I didn't give her completeness, for very personal issue i was dealing.

When your friend is at his/her lowest point in his life, what we all do is cheering him/her up by comparing our drawbacks in life too. We do it all the time, huh? Physiologically, it does calming you down.

So, she did it that way, was comparing her miserable life with mine.
I appreciate her in doing such things, not that I'm glad other has more miserable life than me. Not that i agree she has more miserable life than i am. No. What a bad person I am if I thought so.
She did opened my mind, broaden mind.

I talked to Felix once I received all those comparing stuff from her.
These is exactly what I wrote on my screen to Felix:

"Zy, tapi selama aku di SBM. I am developing.
I meet a lot of good friends.
I find you :)
I have made several achievements, not big though.
I am growing-up.
I am well-educated.
I know stuff.
I got closer with Indung and didik-didik.
I just don't have a loving father.
The rest? It is perfect.
Emang hidup ga boleh sempurna ya, Zy?
Ga boleh sempurna biar aku ga berhenti berusaha dan berdoa"


Wonder what his reply was?

He said: “my baby’s grown-up :)


He should broad his mind too, i guess, for what he has done to people surround him.

He just don’t realize,

I have had because i have been having a relationship with one grown-up man.


Have a wonderful Friday, folks!


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